my phone used to constantly ring
distract me from everything
the memories of me and you
the beauty the shit everything you put me through
why did i let you?
the boys loved it
fooling with the brokenhearted
they knew what i was trying to do
wash you out with boys that were nothing like you
why did i let them?
now i look in the mirror
boys are nowhere near
and i can’t help but wonder
why did i let you take over? why did i let them?
why did i let me?
LATE NIGHT THOUGHTS 