society

nobody knows what it’s like to be a teenager or to be my age in today’s society. it’s all fucked. everyone around you is partying – taking drugs, drinking alcohol, having sex. and if you’re like me, the whole taking drugs and drinking alcohol thing can be a problem. because you become reliant on it. and it’s all that clears that fucked up head of yours. and if you’re being honest, sex is like that for you to. a problem. something you need to not think or feel for a while. so with everyone obsessed with all of this, living in today’s society is complete and utter bullshit. everyone is emotionally unavailable but also extremely lonely at the same time. we’re all sad and suffering from some form of evil that shows up in our world. it’s sad. i really want drugs. i really want some meaningless hookup with someone. because really i just want to feel okay and like i’m not alone. even if it’s a temporary fix. even if it absolutely destroys me.