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they all look at me in pity. feel bad for me because im broke. and i cant eat. im not skinny. i rely too much on drugs and my dad hurt me. so they look at me and they feel sorry. but if they are sorry, why do they hurt me? why do they hurtContinue reading “im high lol”

nobody knows what it’s like to be a teenager or to be my age in today’s society. it’s all fucked. everyone around you is partying – taking drugs, drinking alcohol, having sex. and if you’re like me, the whole taking drugs and drinking alcohol thing can be a problem. because you become reliant on it.Continue reading “society”

me and you were always at each other’s sides viewing stars under the summer sky watching our favorite shows i never knew you were too close not even when you would kiss me or hug me a little too tight or look me up and down i thought it was my outfit that you likedContinue reading “10/17/20”

stop do not enter you are not welcome here i know my body seems to say go you can enter you are welcome here as i fill with warmth from your touch but listen to my words listen to the shakiness in my voice i am telling you i am begging you please don’t takeContinue reading “it’s not …. if you like it”

fathers teach their daughters how to love they set the bar for the relationships to come mine taught me that my body is all i need to be enough so the boys must care about me because they wanna fuck when they look at me and want something deeper something past the exterior i amContinue reading “FATHER AND DAUGHTER”

just when my world started to feel okay again, you came back. you always do this. you love to play this game. have me twisted around your finger. you know i’ll agree to anything. you know i will kill myself every time just to have you around. i’ll watch you with her and her andContinue reading “you’re back”

i take these pills to fix my brain but i become numb and i can’t feel anything so i let the chemicals do their thing until all i can think is the death of me and this is a cycle the circle of my life until one day i realize that taking pills is myContinue reading “drugs”

i wonder if you still cry sometimes  because you don’t wanna be like him you look in the mirror  and see the resemblance  your eyes your smile the way that you hurt me and all the other ones  i know that you try your best and that sucks  because you were much more beautiful whenContinue reading “father and son”

it always seems to be talked about differently. at night. alone. caught by surprise. it’s never talked about how it went for me today. and maybe that is why i feel it didn’t really happen. that i was just being dramatic. it happened in my room. during the day. when the sun was still shining.Continue reading “IT”

the night before, you told me you loved me. you were here. and i know you resented me for it. but you didn’t show it. you gave me advice. told me to follow my dreams. i loved english so much that maybe i should make it my minor. have something in my career that showsContinue reading “five months and two weeks”