they all look at me in pity. feel bad for me because im broke. and i cant eat. im not skinny. i rely too much on drugs and my dad hurt me. so they look at me and they feel sorry. but if they are sorry, why do they hurt me? why do they hurt me just like him? use me and pretend they’re doing me a favor?
“she’s not a hot girl. but she’s got big tits. and daddy issues. and can give some bomb ass head. she can be my friend with benefits.“
they think i would just love to jump into this type of relationship. and maybe i do love jumping into this type of relationship because i love male validation and especially if it’s coming from someone who uses me. but can’t they just stay away? notice the warning signs and do what is best for me? i dont know but wouldnt i hate that too? i dont know. i just want one of these men who use me to want me for more than my body. i want them to want to love me.
LATE NIGHT THOUGHTS 