Category Archives: Uncategorized

i know i’m not as pretty as i used to be i can tell by the way that you kiss me and no it’s not a mystery you think of her when you sleep a dream you claim as a nightmare all because i’m not there but why dream of ex-lovers if you aren’t thinkingContinue reading “midnight love”

i never thought i’d see this daybut i can’t allow you to treat him that wayfrom ever since i could tellthe smallest of cellsi promised i wouldn’t put him through your hell it’s not something i want to dobut i can’t escape my truthwhy can’t you see it as yours too? and i pray thatContinue reading “untitled melody”

i have a couple of monsters that live under my bed they have arms so long, they can play with every inch of my pale broken skin the most frightening can reach beneath the surface squeezing every vessel, every organ to its limit i’ll scream in agony the black horses will ride by singing songsContinue reading “when the post-traumatic insomnia strikes”

for most of my life, I have dealt with mental illness. i never understood why i was so sad. why i was so fucked up. but over the past year, i finally accepted the truth. the truth that i have been keeping bottled up inside all of these years. i’m sure you have noticed thatContinue reading “the letter”

you make it so easy to fall in love with you. the first time i allowed myself to be vulnerable with you, you did what no one else has done before. you admired every aspect of my body. told me i was so so beautiful. breathtakingly beautiful. it made me feel so good that iContinue reading “love me, fuck me”

last night i dreamt of vampires but really i was dreaming of you your blood sucking nature that gave me my biggest wound the thirst in your mouth that led to mine i just couldn’t get enough it’s taste was so divine i never wanted to stop but once your eyes could no longer deceiveContinue reading “VAMPIRES”

i’m coming to the realization that i’m not the same person that i was when i was with you. i don’t even recognize her. i don’t remember what she thought or how she felt. i don’t remember anything about her. and i also don’t recognize you. i don’t remember the things you said and theContinue reading “the past and the present”

i’m drawn to the silence the echoes of the wind the simplicity of just being and i cant seem to let go the moon keeps her evil eye on me she wants me to be alone with this gray matter and some nights my ideations are filled with excitement and hope while others are filledContinue reading “me and the moon”

i think this is what being an adult is like. it’s being totally alone. having no one. and learning how to be okay with that. it’s hearing everyone around you talk about what they’re passionate about – only to realize that you’re not passionate about anything. it’s hearing these people talk and really trying toContinue reading “being an adult”

i can’t sleep tonight. i can’t sleep because i lost my best friend. my best friend that i’ve known since the 1st grade. the one that i did dumb shit in chorus with in the 7th grade. the one that i have been inseparable with since the 10th grade. my best friend that i lovedContinue reading “grieving”